by Pat
on Sep 29th, 2011

Waiting…

Hello!

Today, I write from a pub down the street from where I live. Why? Because 0kbps does not a blog upload, Orange Telecommunications.

Anyways, whilst sitting here with a pint, catching up on those things I’ve just got used to having around me at the click of a button (want to check the progress of an order without the net? Good luck with that nowadays), I figured I’d write a quick blog.

Yesterday morning I had the proper course introduction for my next year. It seems really interesting, pretty involved and potentially damned hard – but that’s better than it being easy! The group on the course are of various ages, and although everyone was pretty quiet at first they seem like a good bunch. Should be a fun year, I think.

But you know what?

I’ve no idea what the next two years are gonna be like. Right now is a strange kinda limbo.

I still don’t know what it’s going to feel like when it actually gets going. I don’t know how much free time I’ll have, how much studying outside the college hours I’ll need to do, whether I’ll integrate with the other folks, how much I’ll enjoy it or get out of it… it’s all a huge amount of unknowns.

Of course, it’s likely it’ll be very positive (and when I stop to think about it in detail I realise that), but I’m wired to be a negative bugger (Wow, I’d never noticed… – Squage) so I’m a little apprehensive: if you know me well, you’ll be aware that I don’t particularly like unknowns.

After 6 months of waiting, I’m now ready to start.

Bring on Monday.

Toodles,

Pat

2 Responses to “Waiting…”

  1. Paulyon 30 Sep 2011 at 8:49 am

    I can totally relate to this. I’m also always extremely apprehensive about starting something new (particularly meeting a big bunch of new people). Whenever I started a new consulting assignment, the first couple of weeks were always filled with lots of thoughts of “what if I’m not good enough to do this?” and “everyone else seems so much more confident / knowledgeable / smart than me”. But things always turned out ok.

    As you suspect, this is going to be a brilliant couple of years. Just look forward to the point where you’re over that initial hump and fully immersed in it all!

  2. Paton 07 Oct 2011 at 8:01 pm

    Thanks mate! As it turns out that’s actually exactly how this week has been, but today it’s really started to turn around for the great. I’m looking forward to the next couple of years!